Myriad things happen around us - many for the first time and many others for the last time.
How was your experience of your first day at school, first day at office, first abroad travel, first love, first breakup, first visit to hospital, first wound ? Similarly, what do you feel about your last day at school, last day at office, last lap of race, last meeting with your loved ones ?
It actually doesn't matter whether you are experiencing something for the first or the last time, it may or may not be a concern for you. But when you are aware of the fact that it is your last, it may impact you.
Just for an instance, do you remember the kind of excitement everybody had for the last test match of Sachin Tendulkar ? But there was no such bustle during his last ODI match. That's because he announced his retirement in test matches before his last match but there was no announcement of retirement before his last ODI.
So, being aware of the fact that this is going to be your last time makes all the differences. I wonder in which scenario living your last will be delightful and in which it may not be.
"If it is going to be worst after, avoid living your last"